fake cock pics - about dick size

so i am annoyed as i am writing this piece but i am trying to be kind and compassionate.

I had been messaging with this guy on and off for a few weeks. we just hadn't been able to make it happen. he's cute in his pics and very well endowed... which is what i've been having a particular craving for lately. his messages are very hot - detailed accounts about what he plans to do to me with his big cock.

also he lives close by, my thing for everything local...

so one Saturday morning he messages me to ask if i'm free. I am so i head over.

I get there we say hello and get right to fucking. he leads me to his bedrooom, nice neat place. he unbuttons his pants, i pull them off.

he is hard and i notice that he's not as big nor as thick as i was expecting.

so drastically different in fact that i'm thinking did you post a pic of someone else's dick.

who does that? really?

its par for the course that some guys post pictures of themselves that were clearly taken a while ago or maybe altered in someway so that when you show up at the door the picture and the guy standing in front of you do not or just barely match. i get why this happens - so much ageism and fucked up beauty standards in the gay boy hook up world.

however, this is my first fake dick pic

i mean lots of guys i hook up with exaggerate some about their dick stats - 7 inches turns out to be 6, etc. but the difference between this dudes stats, dick pics and his reality are not just a small exaggeration (no pun intended).

i know i should be more understanding, all the fucked up pressure guys get about dick size. i mean i believe its fucked up and problematic society's fixation on big dicks and all the ways that patriarchy and misogyny intertwine with it.

big dick = the most 'manly'

whatever that means

and its even more problematic and makes even less sense in my little world where not every guy has a dick and not every person with a dick identifies as a guy.

however again, this is my first fake dick pic

i've definitely had guys feel the need to disclose to me before hooking up, to make sure i understood that they are 'small'. i'm sure lots of guys get rejected cuz of their dick size.

usually size is not a major concern to me as i've had hot sex with guys who are 'small' and really shitty sex with guys who are 'huge'. however, to be honest i do get turned on by a sizable cock and sometimes i can be in a major size queen kind of mood, and i'm in that mood today.

i went onto hook up with this guy and the bottom line is it was just shitty sex regardless of the size of his cock.